KOVEX, Tatiana kathrine

[tatiana kathrine kovex]

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"Suiting up for my crowning battle
This test is my own cross too bare
But I will get there."

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HEY, I DON'T THINK I HAVE SEEN YOU AROUND HERE BEFORE. WHAT'S YOUR NAME, KID?[/color]

My mother gave me the name Tatiana Kathrine Kovex. I was named after my grandmother Kathrine, and my mother Titania.

THAT SURE IS A MOUTHFUL... WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS CALL YOU?[/color]

Well my mother calls me Tawny... I guess that can be my nickname.

WELL, I THINK THAT'S A PRETTY COOL NAME. HOW OLD ARE YOU AND WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN?[/color]

Oh um....I just turned fifteen like a few days ago! So that will make me a new sophomore! Yay for no longer being a freshmen!

I REMEMBER THAT YEAR, IT WAS THE BEST OF THEM ALL. SO, YOU GO TO MAVERICK, RIGHT? WHAT'S YOUR GIFTED ABILITY? DO YOU LIKE IT?[/color]

Oh ugh... my gift. I don't really like to talk about it. Alright... okay, I'll tell you, I just don't like it. Well...My mother just calls it 'death visions', and my grandmother she say's I should be called La Llorona, after some central America legend. But I guess I'll just call it death visions.... I mean that's what it is. I don't know much about the legend.. Anyway. So basically everyone has this kind of clock over their head. It's like a timer counting down the time you have life... on this earth. Like your clock says 30:67:12:40:10. Which means you have 30 years, 67days, 12 hours, 40 minutes and 10 seconds to live... of course it's less now. But you get the picture, they are right there over your head, like a glowing light. Your light is white seeing as you'll live a while longer. But the closer to death you get the blacker it gets. It's always there, everyone has one, and pregnant lady's have one over their bellies. So I always know when somethings growing.

But that's not the worst part of it. I usually can avoid this one pretty well but sometimes I slip up. Anyway I need skin to skin contact for anything to happen...for the visions to happen. So I'm always covered up, which is why I get some strange stares...this is Florida after all. Anyway, when I touch someone, even the tinniness nick of skin, I'll get to watch that person's death. The longer the touch the more detail, and the longer I'm away from reality. So if I would touch you real quick right now, well I could tell you how, where, why and when you died. I could tell you any detail, like who did it. I don't know how I know, but I'll know the name of the person who did it. If you were to grab me and hold me for a while, I'll see the moment you die, and go backwards from there. The longer you hold the more of your life I get to see. But it's very very painful for me to be in that dream like state. It's like I'm there with you, only no one can see me or hear me. It's rather horrible. The longer you hold on the more pain I will have. After a few minutes I usually pass out from the pain, though that does not stop the visions. I'll be fully aware of what happen while I was out. But it's whatever.

The only good thing about that is, it only happens the first time I touch you. So if I touch you real quick get it over with, then I can touch you all I want and nothing will happen, the numbers are still there and all, but no visions. Unless of course you do something to change your future, than the vision will come back. But I can usually tell because your numbers will change. *shrug* So I just need to pay attention that's all. I mean try watching you mother die over and over again. It's not fun. Oh I forgot to tell you, when I'm having one of the visions, I see everything in slow motion, so it seems like a lifetime to me. But really it's only a second or two that I'm in the whatever you want to call it. So when I come back to realty, I am usually pretty tired. It's not easy going through that...so I avoid crowds at all costs, and just in case I always were long jeans, long sleeves shirt, gloves and some kind of scarf. My hair is always down so it usually protects my face pretty well. Of and always socks and closed toed shoes.

Oh sorry.. I got off track there!....there's ugh...more. I know it's never ending pain and suffering. So here's the really weird part. when I cry, I cry blood. I know I know! But it's a different kind of blood. It's a heeling blood. If a person(or thing) would drink the blood I cry, they would become stronger, feel better, run faster, see further. If you were to put the blood say on a cut, it will heal it within seconds. It's pretty cool I've seen it happen! Thought if you just takes the blood from my veins, it would not posses any of these cool ability. Only the blood that I cry would posses these healing ability, power whatever. The blood I cry has a really sweet smell, and tastes like sweet blood? I dunno. So that's a little weird, everyone knows when I cry, and it's not just because I have red streaks running down my face. People can smell it too. But when I cry it too is very very painful, I'm talking in a ball on the floor, kill me now kind of pain. My grandmother says that's because I cry part of my soul out.... like I share it with people to try and make them better again.... Anyway, someone only needs to put a drop of my tears in their mother and within a second they would feel as if they had the best nights sleep in the world, ready for anything.... superman kind of deal. I'm no so sure how long it lasts... I guess that depends on the day. But yeah.. that's about it. At least that all I'm aware of.

HMM, INTERESTING. YOU DON'T COME ACROSS THAT OFTEN. SO, WHAT'S YOUR FAMILY LIKE? DO YOU GET ALONG?[/color]

Well, my mother raised me with my grandmother(my mom's mom). So Titania, my mother got knocked up at sixteen by some older guy. My mom does not talk about him much. But my granny says he was like 18 and they dated for a while. He took her to bed, than left her. My mother never herd from him after that one night. So yeah I have a father out there some place that has no idea he's a father. Or well he might be a dad now, I don't know. They wont even tell me his name, I guess they don't want me looking for him. But whatever, my mom is 32 now, and happy being single. She works as a surgeon at the local hospital. My grandmother pretty much raised me. She's 58 now and works as a nurse at the same hospital my mom works at.

My grandmother had a gift like mine. She can see the numbers floating above people's head's but that's it. So I don't know where the rest of it came from. My mother is ungifted... So I guess my 'gift' is passed on ever other generation, because my great grandmother, who died when I was 11 was not gifted. Oh and there is some apparent curse on my family.... get pregnant young and die single. My grandmother did the same thing with my mother. So I guess I'll push my daughter off on my mother get a degree and then raise her after that... Than again, I'm not as.... outgoing as the rest of my family. So that wont happen to me. I've never had th option of sex before marriage but if I did... I think I'd wait, unlike my mother and her mother before her and so on.

I think that's all you need to know. Raised in a family of women, never a man around to 'fuck it up' as my mother would say. She has an issue with men...ever since my father left her... But I don't really blame her. Anyway us Kovex women, we stick together. There's only three of us left. But whatever. I plan on having more then one kid... with one guy as the father mind you. But it's another 'curse' on my family. Just the one girl, that's it. Not like my mother or grandmother had time to try for another one. But you know. I got no one but my mother and my grandmother... So that was pretty easy... painless too.

WELL, I KNOW THIS IS KIND OF A PERSONAL QUESTION, BUT WHAT SEXUALITY ARE YOU?[/color]

Well... yeah your right it is very personal... I'd rather not tell you...because honestly... I have no idea. I'm attractive to guys, but I've never been with one, nor have I been with a women, so I have nothing to go off of...... So I guess I'll just say straight..... but I don't judge? You really should not ask this... it's rude.

ALRIGHT, SO WHAT ABOUT YOU THOUGH? WHAT ARE YOU LIKE?[/color]

Well I'm pretty shy. That's for dang sure. I'm quiet so I don't often say much... Though when you get me going it's hard to shut me up... so what would you call that? talkative maybe even a little annoying. People tell me I'm the 'little sister' type. So I guess picture my like your little sister. I tend to be pretty clingy. So be prepared for that. Once your my friend, your one for life, so I'm super loyal. I'm really indecisive to. So generally I just go with the flow, really easy going you know? I never know how to act in a lot of situations so I tend to make things awkward. Which is.. ugh nice? If you like being antisocial. Which I am, though I don't want to be. I'm just scared of...everything. Yeah... I guess that's me... Oh and I'm really affectionate when I can be.... I don't get to hug people or anything often, so when I have the chance to, I usually take it... That's kind of where the awkwardness comes in... I don't really get the whole social norms thing.... *shrug*

AWESOME! I LOVE PEOPLE THAT ARE LIKE YOU. YOU KNOW, YOU LOOK LIKE SOMEONE FAMOUS... WHO DOES EVERYONE SAY YOU LOOK LIKE?[/color]

Well... I think people tell me I look like AnnaSophia Robb. I'm not sure who she is I just know she's an actress. *shrugs*

YES! THAT'S EXACTLY WHO YOU LOOK LIKE! SO CAN YOU TELL ME WHO THE EVIL GENIUS BEHIND YOU IS?[/color]

Evil... I would not call her evil persay.... maybe a little crazy? She goes by Ella, who just so happens to RP Angel Justin Adams as well.

WELL, TELL THEM I SAID "HEY". BY THE WAY, YOU WOULDN'T HAPPEN TO KNOW THE SAFE WORD TO GET IN, WOULD YOU?[/color]

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